The Catalyst

I was feeling so lost in the great unknown. I feel like walking in a circle with no way end. Stuck. Self doubts. Still trying to make sure things I do gonna make a way out.

Then a lot of things started to come few days after my beloved grandma passed away. Great things, chances, changes for me to grow and learn. And yes, great thing also comes with massive challenges. It's way out of my comfort zone and I'm still scared as I write this backstory.

I learned that changes are scary, so scary, yet walking in the circle is the worst. But somehow, I couldn't trust myself at the moment. The road is right in front of me yet I was still not moving, trapped back by fears for days. Until our universe shows its magic again.

In the middle of uncertainty and fears of changes, I got the chance to meet with one of the connector of universe and human. A spiritual, psychologist, tarot reader and an amazing person.

Through out the art of tarot reading she showed me that I am on the right way. Things I've been doing in life as passion and mission is right already. All I need to do is stay flow, focus and put a lot more time into it. As of my backgrounds, trauma and everything worse, she helped me to recognize my inner wounds that should be healed in order to move forward.

To me, she showed a way out.

"The Catalyst" as I know is an event or person causing a change. She and the moment is one of the catalyst in my life.

And so do you, reader.

Thankyou.